马龙探案卷四 之 正确的凶案 三十五
“所有的谋杀都是一种自卫形式，”马龙梦幻般地说，“人们不仅为了抵御死亡而自卫。谋杀是对某种无法忍受的状况的一种抵御。在二十年前迈克尔·文宁被谋杀的案件中，图伊兹是在抵御没有五百万美元这种无法忍受的状况。当他谋杀了他的两个兄弟并企图谋杀罗斯·麦克劳林时，他是在抵御失去触手可及的五百万美元这种无法忍受的状况。当莫娜·麦克莱恩今晚谋杀了他……”他停顿了一下，意识到他的听众没有在听他说话，实际上甚至都没有听到他说话。
“All murder is a form of self-defense,” Malone said dreamily. “People defend themselves against other things than death. Murder is a defense against some condition that has bee intolerable. In the case of the murder of Michael Venning, twenty years ago, Tuesday was defending himself against the intolerable condition of not having five million dollars. When he murdered his two brothers and attempted to murder Ross McLaurin, he was defending himself against the intolerable condition of losing five million dollars that was within his grasp. When Mona McClane murdered him tonight—” He paused, and realized that his audience was paying no attention, was not, in fact, even hearing him.
他深深地叹了口气，喊道：“乔！再来三杯一样的。”
He sighed deeply and called, “Joe! Three more of the same.”
他们坐在天使乔的市政厅酒吧里。之前的几个小时他们一直在把海伦的行李从莫娜·麦克莱恩家搬到杰克一直独自居住的公寓里。
They were sitting in Joe the Angel’s City Hall Bar. The preceding hours had been spent moving Helene’s luggage from Mona McClane’s to the apartment Jake had been living in alone.
现在杰克和海伦只是坐着，看着对方。
Now Jake and Helene were just sitting, looking at each other.
马龙清了清嗓子。“自卫……”他开始说。
Malone cleared his throat. “Self-defense—” he began.
海伦突然抬起头。“该死的，马龙。并不是所有的事情都解释清楚了。我想知道哪个图伊兹是哪个。杰拉尔德是戈登吗，还是戈登是乔治，或者是……哦，该死，马龙，把它弄清楚，否则我几个星期都睡不着觉。”
Helene looked up suddenly. “Damn you, Malone. Everything is not explained. I want to know which Tuesday was which. Was Gerald Gordon, or was Gordon George, or was—Oh hell, Malone, straighten it out or I won’t be able to sleep for weeks.”
小律师深吸了一口气。“现在谁在乎呢？”
The little lawyer drew a long breath. “Who cares, now?”
小主，
“我在乎。”她坚定地说。
“I do,” she said firmly.
“有两个原因，”马龙说，“第一个在我在第二起谋杀案的时候找到的纸条里解释了。”他从口袋里拿出纸条，若有所思地看着它。
“There were two reasons,” Malone said. “The first was explained in the note I found at the time of the second murder.” He drew it from his pocket and looked at it thoughtfully.
“没有人能把罪行归咎于一个已经死了二十年的人。”